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Only Shiva could have known the yearning of this soul. This life could have ended there happily, as the deepest wish of my soul was fulfilled, that too, without this physical mind, body and intellect being aware of it. There was nothing in this entire life, or previous lives, that were more precious than those moments. My soul was completely absorbed in oneness in the chant at Shiva’s feet. Shiva, the Supreme Consciousness, was present as Mohanji, my eternal Father and Guru.Īll I wished at that moment was to melt and turn into ashes that very second, not to come back.
#Om namah shivaya spb series
Series of lifetimes were flashing in front of my closed eyes making me realize that it was not just by coincidence that I got to sit in front of Mohanji it was Mohanji fulfilling my wish, my yearning of lifetimes, by making me sit there and chant Om Namah Shivaya from the core of my heart and soul, which was witnessed by all the five elements. I could see how my soul in every lifetime, chanted and chanted, and yearned to be in Shiva’s presence, to merge with Shiva’s Consciousness. In this life, my spiritual journey started with Sai Baba, who brought me to Mohanji. Someone learned had mentioned long ago that I was a Shiva Bhakta in my previous lives, to which I had not paid much attention to. Soon after, I could see myself in my previous lives praying, singing and chanting in many lifetimes, yearning to be with Shiva. On one side, I was feeling bad that I was not chanting in sync with others and on the other side, believe it or not, I had no control over it. I lost control over what was happening inside, and my voice was getting deeper and deeper and out of sync with the others. I was trying my best to be in sync with the others who were chanting, but after a while, my chants became louder, as if coming from the deepest corner of my soul. I closed my eyes and with each chant, I was going deeper and deeper, as if Mohanji was taking me on a journey within.
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So, he was sitting there and as soon as we settled down, he asked us to chant the mantra ‘Om Namah Shivaya, Shivaya Namah Om.’ The wave of chanting started, while ghee was being offered and the rest of the proceedings were being done. As he always says, “How can I cancel anything, when people have travelled from far and wide to see me.” I sat in front of Mohanji and he jokingly said, “Don’t crush my foot!” His foot had been swollen for the past 20 days, but he didn’t cancel any engagements, meetings, or trips. As we were about to sit in a corner, Mohanji called us and said, “Come sit here!” (in front of him), and that in itself surprised me. Mohanji was already seated there, looking intensely towards the sacred fire, as we arrived around 9.15 pm. The Homa had already started in a beautiful location, next to the beach and under the sky with stars witnessing the sacred ceremony. Later, when we headed down to join the Homa, we were advised to sit for as long as we could. Love was flowing in every corner of the room. There was an opening satsang with Mohanji, which filled everyone with bliss. We wrapped up the last session of the Summit and welcomed all those who were joining the Ramayana Trails. It was overwhelming to see their dedication, focus and commitment along with others who were supporting the holy session. Such blessed instruments of Mohanji who conducted this Homa for 12+ hours without any breaks and with such intensity. And with Mohanji’s blessings, Mohanji Acharya Rajesh Kamath, supported by Mohanji Acharya Ananth Sankaran, started the Homa around 6.00 pm that day. I’m eternally grateful for every minute of my life that prepared me for the experience that my soul witnessed during the 12 hours of Homa, which took place on Shivaratri during my Sri Lanka trip.Īfter the Global Summit, we had people joining us for the Ramayana Trails pilgrimage on 21st February, which happened to be on Shivaratri. Only our true self can acknowledge and see a true Master, that too, when we are ready. It’s true too, that you can never see how a true Master operates when you look through human eyes and mind it’s only when we open the eyes of our soul, truth can dawn upon us. He is Shiva Consciousness himself for those who have the eyes to see the real energy, beyond his physical appearance or personality. And as destiny had it planned, all the people who were meant to be there were there, in the presence of Mohanji. He said February, and it was in February 2020 when the trip happened. Then I thought that it was a good opportunity for me to be with Mohanji again soon. “I have told them, I’m coming to Sri Lanka in February!” Mohanji uttered these words looking into my eyes in Singapore, in December 2018 after the Consciousness Kriya Initiation, where I was volunteering that day.